Johnny Wolf's PUA Blog

I’m writing this in response to an email I got from an old friend, Khiem who is a coach for David Wygant:

“just looked at your pictures on Facebook. Gorgeous! And you look so happy!

Those pics show a side of you I haven’t seen you before :). Very nice. Who are your friends? Are they girls you met there or someone you are attached with.”

If you’ve ever seen pictures of me from the past three years, you’ll notice I never smile…I might smirk, but I never smile. I’m always ontop of my game and making sure the girl is leaning into me, or I other wise look alpha and cool…..but now I’m like fuck it! Now I can smile with a big cheesey grin, showing my pearly white teeth. I’m truely happy now in every sense, and I really hope everyone reading this will have smiles as big as mine in future photos.

But again, I’ll never forget where I came from, and I know as a fact that three years ago, I wouldn’t have been able to enjoy hiking for three days up a mountain just to see a hill tribe. I would have been too focused on hooking up with the girls in my group, or going out to a club. The Swiss girl in the first picture became a really good friend during my travels and her advise on trekking helped me conqure the mountain…I guess it’s pretty easy compared to the swiss alps, but for me being a city boy, I barely made it through the first day.

There were also the two New Zealand girls in a lot of my photos, they’re just friends. I’m happy to say that I can now travel with girls across the country and not try to hook up with them just because they’re there. It’s nice having good company. And the best thing was, in spite of not trying, and just enjoying myself, I ended up hooking up with an American girl during the Trek anyways…it was quite exciting doing it in the tent full of ten other people while they slept. But sex no longer determines my own self worth. It’s sad to say but it’s true of most puas, including meself just six months ago, we needed the external validation just to be happy. Even Mystery and Madator still, till this day, only feel as good about themselves as their most recent lay. It’s not a bad thing, if what you want is that lifestyle. But for myself, the following picture sums it all up.

I just want to be happy and be myself, even if my true self is a dork at heart. =)